Spooning Agenda

Urgh, I felt like a royal ass last night. I went to hang out at Meaghan's place. She is a recent new friend and to put this post into context, there has been minor flirting. I was under the impression she would like to be slightly intimate, hugging to be exact, being as she said she wanted to (in a half joking way). Which is great because I thought that would be really nice. Except she had in mind to just let it happen when/if it does, which is nice except I didn't really know that. I thought she was just so shy, so I tried to be a little assertive by suggesting it, twice in fact. Long story short I felt like a presumptuous jackass and basically looked like I had a purely perverted agenda. Serves me right for trying to be assertive and open for once.

Tried my best not to become a babbling fool. Despite the fact that I felt/feel like a whore, it was pretty cool. Boardgames and Black Books for the win. She is totally someone I'd like to hang out with on a regular basis, she'd be officially my first proper friend in Australia since coming back. I had a splitting headache upon arrival home, probably caught a cold during the night I guess. Nothing else to mention, time to lay down. -.-